writing challenge days 9 & 10 (its been a busy week)

Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.

Day Ten: One confession.

I have a bigger heart and get hurt easier then most realize. Very few actually get to see that softer side to me,but those who do typically end up in my life for many many many years afterwards simply due to being let in as far as they were.

writing challenge days 4,5,6,7,and 8 (cuz I suck and fell behind)

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1.Do I have to get out of this bed?!?!
2. Should I do that? I probably shouldnt do that....fuck it...
3. I really should learn when to shut up
4.seriously... what the fuck!?!?
5. Do you ever shut up?
6.Do I have to adult? I dont wanna adult.
7. How the fuck is he still breathing!?

Day Five: Six things you wish you had never done.

1. My first marriage
2.my ex husband
3. run away
4. leave back home
5. leave school when I did
6. there was this one ex gf......

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
(this one is a little harder because there are more then 5 people so...some are getting grouped damn it)

1. The kids (most of the time anyway)
2. Those rare few who I love.
3.whats his face that I married
4.my sl family ;)
5.my dog

Day Seven: Four turn-offs.

1. Self righteous assholes who think they are gods gift.
2. being called pet names (babe,princess,ETC) from random assclowns who dont have the ok
3. Arrogance
4. idiocy

Day Eight: Three turn-ons.

1. Biting/nibbling
2.Nails on my skin (running over it, digging in,ETC )
3. Playing with my hair ( petting,pulling,etc )

Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.

Day Ten: One confession.

Writing Challenge Day 3

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. be patient with me
2. talk to me,I crave honesty and need attention sometimes
3. cuddles! lots and lots of cuddles
4. make me laugh
5. My little pony,Merida, supernatural ,Doctor Who,Harley Quinn or anything Irish/Scottish 
6. Good food ,even better if you make it for me.
7. take care of me when I need it.(which Im hard headed and stubborn so I wont always admit it when I need it)
8. be silly with me

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you had never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn-offs.

Day Eight: Three turn-ons.

Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.

Day Ten: One confession.

10 day writing challenge day 2 (a day late cuz I suck)

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

1. I hate myself more then anyone else could ever hate me
2. I have went for the longest time without anyone I would consider a friend really, though Ive been fortunate enough to somehow build a family thats extremely close.
3. I dont understand why anyone would love me
4. I am neurotic but try to hide it
5. I am bipolar but rarely have the manic highs. I am almost always in a state of depression to some degree.
6. I am a babygirl sub, though I tend to float closer to middle rather then little. Im not sure if this is do to lack of childhood or if its another part of my twisted mind being even more needy
7. I am a survivor,but I still deal with nightmares and PTSD from it (much less frequently now compared to where it was before).
8. I attempted suicide about a few years ago and had a problem with self injury from the age of 13 but havent in several years instead finding healthier alternatives that result in the same release.
9. I am polyamorus ,pansexual and ever evolving. 

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you had never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn-offs.

Day Eight: Three turn-ons.

Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.

Day Ten: One confession.

10 day writing challenge ~2016~ Day 1

I did this a couple years ago,so I decided to do it again....if nothing else maybe it will trigger me into writing on a regular basis again. ...... so Heres day 1!

THE TEN-DAY WRITING CHALLENGE:

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1.I love you

2.I wish we lived closer

3.I dont understand why you act the way you do, but I love you regardless.

4.I wish things were different, but I dont see them ever going to change.

5.I really cant stand you and want to throat punch/cunt punt you on a daily basis

6.I love you and thank you for everything you have done for me

7. I love you and thank you for being there for me as much as you are through all the shit Ive dealt with

8.you mean more to me then I could accurately express in words.

9.It amazes me how much time has changed us and the relationship we have.

10.you are a huge dork but thats what makes you so fucking loveable.                ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you had never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn-offs.

Day Eight: Three turn-ons.

Day Nine: Two images that describe your life right now, and why.

Day Ten: One confession.