so its official

We made the announcement, it is official.

30 day Catch up day 15 on

Day 15~I dont know that i have an exact Age, I do know I range from around 6 or so til teens

Day 16~ I dont really have a blankie per say but my leopard print blanket is my most fave one

day 17~Earlier today at work, it was Harley, Joker and Lex luthor

Day 18~I love autumn. Its cooler,so many pretty colors and shorter days

Day 19~Merida

Day 20 ~Other then clowns, my biggest fear is disappointing my Daddy or him not loving me anymore

Day 21~Not anymore. I have to be big sometimes when im at work but even then my little side creeps out with coloring and stuff

Day 22~Lavender

Day 23~my Binkie that Daddy got me.....ITs a kitty binkie

30 days ~day 14

Day 14~I dont really have a fave little space drink Although I think If I had to choose one I would say a chocolate milkshake

30 days~days 11,12 and 13

Sorry i havent been doing this daily like im supposed to, I keep getting busy and by the time i get home....im tired

Day 11~ No I dont have any pets anymore. My ex kept my doggie ,char char binks. I do help Daddy take care of his momma's dog though.

Day 12~Well, I am a kitty after all.Just ask Daddy

Day 13~Given what happens this week I think I know EXACTLY who I wanna talk about. Even the simple thought of him makes me smile . I try to do everything I can to make him proud to be who he is to me. I know that Ive had boyfriends and girlfriends over the course of my life, some of those realtionships were rather serious even,but something was always missing.I was drawn to him from the first time I met him in world when we discussed the tattoos I wore,then he ended up becoming an employee for me.Eventually he became a friend,then so much more. Hes my love, my wolf, my future,the piece that was missing from my world. Hes my Herby. <3

30 days ~7,8,9 and 10

Day 7~No I dont use diapers. Its just not my kink

Day 8~ My fave little activity is ANYTHING to do with animals. I went to petco the other day and got to pet some kitties for only a few mins and I promise I was in little space for hours.
Coloring would be a very close second

Day 9~I dont know if I have an inspiration so to speak. I kinda just go with the flow pulling inspiration from everything around me

Day 10~ Supernatural,my little pony,Doctor who

30 days ~day 5&6

Day 5~ My perfect little date would be somewhere involving water. The beach or even the falls. Just walking and enjoying the water.With Daddy holding on to me keeping me close.Then maybe getting some food but Daddy ordering for me cuz Im too little to do it for myself.Ending the day with cuddles and watching some tv or a movie.

Day 6~ I do use a paci. It keeps me calm and helps me relax at night after a rough day.

30 days ~day 4

Day 4 of the 30 days of littlespace!

Do I have a Daddy or caregiver?

I have the BESTEST Daddy in the world. Him is my wolf and my Daddy. Hes my best friend, my protector, my co-conspirator, my love,my heart and a major part of my world.
In case I wasnt clear,
yes I have a Daddy and I loves him.

We met in SL.We were acquaintances,then he became my employee, then we became friends, then he ditched me because the chick he was dating was a raging lunatic (not in the fun way Im insane) so we fell out of touch for a while. Then he started hanging out at my sissy's sim,coming around again more often. He decided to play paintball with us one night and some how kept getting shot by a midget kitty that someone decided to arm *innocent*  I added him to skype, we started talking randomly throughout the day,grew pretty close pretty fast,then he started tucking me in at night...... I admitted my crush to my big mouthed sister who responded with "  and he has a huge one on you..." which I refused to believe, so she told him how i felt, how she knew what he felt and pretty much that he needed to tell me. So he did.....which admittedly even when that talk began i was clueless,i thought he liked one of our other friends. But I was wrong. He finally got it through my head that there was only one girl he wanted to hear "Daddy" from and that was me.

That was almost a year ago (in 2 weeks actually) and I havent regretted a moment of any of it. Not the loss of "friends" (rolls eyes) not the uproar its caused or the massive cross country move. I love my Daddy and every step Ive taken has been worth it.

30 days ~Day 2 and 3

Im doing day 2 and 3 at the same time because by the time i got home tonight, day 2 was over and I work tomorrow so Day 3 would be late too.....so here goes

Day 2~Talk about my Stuffies!!! OMG I have a ton. I have like every my little pony including 3 from build a bear, plus harley bear,zombie bear, toothless,peacely and merida bear.....I think my favorites though are Grams bear (sentimental reasons due to my parents) ,My big dog that Daddy got me as a valentines surprise named woofers and my pink only you bear from Daddy that I snuggle with nightly.

Day 3~ hmmm this one is a little tougher mostly cuz the big me started weight watchers but i think my fave little space snack is apples sliced up for me or cheese and crackers. My kitty side really likes the cheese *giggles*

30 days

Yall know my love for the "30 days" types of prompts so I present the newest one I found....

So lets start with Day 1 Shall we?

1~ My favorite Disney movie.....Well in all honesty there are a few I love. I mean there are some amazing Disney flicks....There are the classics like snow white, cinderella, lady and the tramp.....Then there are the newer classics like lilo and stitch, moana,Monsters INc. I think though for me, my favorite of all time would have to be the one where people have flat out refused to go see with me in theaters ever again if it was re-released (again) ,so Im gonna go with The Lion King. I know every word, song, idiosyncrasy of the movie.However my favorite princess/princess movie would be Brave. It truly is the one movie where there is no male influence needed. Merida does everything on her own.Yes her brothers are there and her dad does try to help in the finally battle but ultimately it was Merida who had to repair the issues she created.It was different from all the other princess movies plus SCOTTISH! lol

some days

some days i dont want to get up
some days i  can take on the world

some days i dont want to breathe
some days i feel as if i can fly

some days i dont want to be around anyone
some days i feel so lonely im lost

some days i dont want to be alone
some days i crave attention

some days i dont want to live
some days i feel as if i cant fathom not being around.

The problem i am having
is some days
the other side of the coin, the cool soothing side of the pillow
never comes.
And on those days
I want to die.

Its been a long time since you left

26 years ago,today a dream that an 11 year old girl had came true.Down to the words said,minutes on the clock,everything. That day she was called out of health ,she was going home ,her uncle was coming to get her. She sat frozen in her chair hoping it wasnt she was leaving school,she just wouldnt have to walk home that day. She sat there silently praying,her dream wasnt coming true. It wasnt one of the good kinds of dreams.

In this dream she lost of the most important people in her life,she saw the machines breathing for her,the tubes coming out of her,the way her once  shapely body was now frail yet swollen as it was shutting down on itself. She still saw the beauty that was within her,the once bright light in her eyes now dimmed but not fully gone.  Its an image that was forever burned into her mind well before she actually saw the scene.

 It was almost a sense of deja vu as she was walked up to the hospital room where she knew who was behind that door. She was ushered into a small ,windowless room packed with family in various states of emotion.Her father, the only one she told in this family about the dream had already stopped her prior to her going upstairs to say "you were right. you fucking knew it.I should have listened"  She walked out of that tiny room,down the hall where she saw another uncle standing.She knew already it was the right room. Walking in,she looked up at her ,leaned in,give her a kiss and said I love you to her mom for the last time

Today is another one of those days that I loathe coming each year. Ive always pushed everyone away,isolating myself because no one needs to see me like this.

I miss you mom. It never does get easier. I love you.