Another weekend down

So three of the 4 are home....all are filthy,all are hungry,Mary has a rash on the back of her neck that resembles prickly heat but itches her like crazy,Mya is clingy and Jr was oddly unaffected by kevin dropping them off early.

Its still fairly quite in the house. Its scary. I'm waiting for the huge blow up or something to happen. Granted the kids found out this weekend how big of a douche he really is. Between him being 500 behind on Child support but having a new phone,still not having a place of his own,and telling them they couldn't come over last weekend due to him having to work yet gets them this weekend yet still working all weekend long. They saw first hand his lies  and felt the hurt from them.

Then there was the whole thing about Mary having to sit there while her step monster....err mother rather rattled on a list of things as to why Jewel (Marys step sister) hates her. This was done in front of Mary,in front of Jewel and in front of Kevin who didn't say shit but allowed it to happen.

I'm beyond sick of it all. The video....the recordings....the texts....the emails....its about time I think for them to all become public knowledge. Ive continued to pray for that boy,to soften his heart for him to open his eyes to the damage he is doing and has done. For him to get to the point of needing forgiveness.

I should have been praying for strength to not do him physical harm. John saved him once from my wrath after he hurt my little girl.....now the ex's cum bucket is gonna talk shit to my very emotionally and mentally fragile baby doll? How about a o hell no on that one. 

Fuck that noise. Shit ain't happening.

Now  y'all can see why the fuck I am getting these kids the fuck away from him.