And some shit has changed. Kids are still here,lost another caseworker,go back to court march 19th which is when hopefully all this shit will end. Jr's back on meds.Its a different one this time and so far they are helping it seems. Even his teachers are all happy and stuff. Mary is still shutting people out at times and her temper is getting shorter and shorter but at the same time she seems almost over taken by emotions at times. Mya is as clingy as humanly possible for a 8 year old. Kyle has blessed me (note sarcasm) with the need to contact his biological dad. Ive written the letter,but have yet to mail it. Im not really ready to deal with it. Selfish? Perhaps but its a can I really don't want to open no matter how much it rattles.
John and I are ok,all things considered. His weight has went up,which is bothersome for him cuz it effects all parts of him. We had to go yesterday and have his leg scanned to make sure its ok and there wasn't a blood clot in it. Which BTW there isnt,its just a infection that they have him on antibiotics for. My health is well yea......
This past weekend,sucked. I wasn't feeling well,was run down,sleepy, hurting in my back and stomach,my right leg from my hip to ankle was numb to the point you can punch it and I didnt feel it.....Then I started bleeding. Which is why I kinda disappeared and was sad when I was around. I went to the doc the other day they gave me more meds for all the different things plus added a few more. The leg is apparently nerve damage ,they think,so Ive been given muscle relaxers and pain pills for that....talk about being completely loopy as shit...oye. On the plus side,even though Ive been off my BP meds for a month,my bp was low but normal...as opposed to the "dead" range it normally is.
So that's an update on our lives,Really its an exciting time lol
