Life isn't easy,anyone who says it is is trying to sell you something.
However it is up to you to make your life happy. Ive worked hard on this. Its still not perfect but its getting there. I start work on Monday (my birthday!!) ,which i am a bit nervous about. Its a new situation and we all know I'm not the best with new situations.
Its been almost 6 months with Herby now and almost 2 months since Ive been here. In that small amount of time Ive managed to find a job ,take some life skills classes,make a few rl friends and Ive even begun to debate on going back to school as well. I have had a few struggles with depression and feeling worthless but Herby has been a very patient godsend in regards to that.I do think he feels a bit helpless as he cant do much for me but hes trying as best he can.
Ive found I don't do much for myself,so I am about to change that for the first time ever. I bought myself a laptop that I wanted ,after a ton of research into best for what I wanted. This week I will be doing a bit of self care before I start the new job. I got a hair cut,color and treatment package for an amazing price. I'm going on my day off class and will be taking care of me for once.Its something I need to do for me.
If I do choose to go back to school I have to probably go part time since I have to work to afford a place for me and the girls. Either that or go online.I dunno I guess we will just have to see.I may start this job and fall in love with it.
